Small gods
Get it while it’s hot; get it while it’s moving. Everybody wants it all when it’s still flowing. Feel like a man, a broken man. I’ve got nothing to show for, and nothing going on in my pants. Love me, hate me, drug me, just show me. I need more than your small gods. Love me, hate me, drug me, just show me. I need more than just beautiful. Cop shoot cop, white boy with a big dick, money and property and your shit don’t stink. Money shot, meal ticket, power size, compromise. I’m sick and tired, I don’t know what’s inside. Love me, hate me, drug me, just show me. I need more than just beautiful. Love me, hate me, drug me, just show me. I need more than your small gods. I need more than just beautiful. I need more than just beautiful. I need more than your small gods. Love me, hate me, drug me, show me.
Blackjack
I got a prostitute in an Atlantic City bar. She said what would you like to do. You look kind of normal but you’ve still got New York City all over you. Just hold my hand when the six card drops. Hold my hand, when the money runs out. Dealer’s got blackjack. She said don’t you got no friends? I said yes mamm but today i’m sick of them. Well don’t you got no lovers? I said no mamm, I’m always chasing the hearts I can never have. So just hold my hand when the six card drops. Just hold my hand when the money runs out. Dealer’s got blackjack. Monday I called my summer love, I said please see me i need to talk about stuff. She blamed it on the dopamine, weirdy, and gently sent me on my way. Tuesday I called my first love, I said please see me I need to remember who I was. She said you’re definitely not the same person today, I love you anyway. So now here I am sitting with you at the all you can eat buffet. You’ve got your hand resting gently on my knee and I’m pretending that I’ve found me an unconditional love from a stranger…So at the end of the night, I said I’ll drive you home, please say Mexico. She said, you’re driving real fast, I said I’m sorry mamm am I making you nervous? She said oh no, oh no. Drive faster, faster, faster. And hold my hand when the six card drops. Hold my hand when the money runs out. Just hold my hand when the six card drops. Hold my hand cause the money’s run out. Baby’s got blackjack.
Big Bang
all my hands, all my eyes, all my streets. all my strides. all my strings and all my picks, all my rivers, and all my sticks. all my wheel and all my fire and all my electric, electric, electric…all my hands and all my eyes. all my streets, all my strides. all my kings, all my queens and all my slave and slaves and slaves. all my rivers, all my fortune, all my kingdoms, all my distortion, all my bombs and all my seeds, and all my people, my people, my people will become, come, will become one. They all will learn. They all will know. We all will know.
2 o’clock in the morning
hello, goodbye. I’m not going to hide. I’m on the 11th floor and I’ve got ten more flights to climb. So many people have attempted to make their own demise, or is it to see personally whose going to save your life. So now it’s 2 o’clock in the morning, and half the lights in the city have died. But the other half that’s been left on, I want to know are you scared of the dark like I am. So I moved to new york city, so I wouldn’t be the only one left at night. You see if everybody’s sleeping I feel like I need to keep an open eye. And now it’s 2 o’clock in the morning, and half the lights in the city have died. But the other half has been left on, I want to know are you scared of the dark like I am, so. Now there’s alcohol dripping, out of my eyes, and I feel so blessed to feel so sad, that it’s making me high. I think I can…fly. It’s 2 o’clock in the morning and half the lights in the city have died, but the other half that’s been left on, I want to know are you scared of the dark like I am. so
Stay
Dopamine rising. The city is buzzing and shining like your jewelry tonight. And it feels wonderful to fall in love with my own artificial chemicals. Stay. Cause I’m freakishly lonely and if you’re not afraid of freaks, tell me your name. You made love to her tonight. Now you’re both sleeping warm and tight. Well I’m still awake diseased by goodbyes. And dawn is showing an abandoned mutant child. Dopamine rising. Dopamine falling. Stay. Cause I’m freakishly lonely and if you’re not afraid of freaks tell me your name. Dopamine rising. Stay. Stay, cause I’m freakishly lonely and if you’re not afraid of freaks tell me your name. Stay, cause I’m a freak and I’m lonely. Just admit you’re a freak and tell me your name.
Money
I ate my money today and I drank it down yesterday. I made it say what I wanted to say. But you just don’t, you just don’t talk about it, you just don’t, you just don’t think about it, you just don’t but you just don’t, you just don’t talk about it. You take your money and you hold it high above most everything, and if that’s true then why don’t you just admit that money is god to you. He said he felt lazy just working for money. If you don’t got a family I think he might be correct. But you just don’t, you just don’t think about it, you just don’t, you just don’t talk about it, but you just don’t, you just don’t think about it. You take your money and you hold it high above most everything. And if that’s true, then why don’t you just admit that money is god to you. Cigarette between my fingers and no heat, you got a light Mr. wallet man? You want me to get horny? I can fuck myself.
I’m on fire
Hey little girl is your daddy home? Did he go away and leave you all alone? I got a bad desire. I’m on fire. Tell me now baby is he good to you? Does he do to you the things that i do? I can take you higher. I’m on fire. Sometimes it’s like someone took a knife edgy and dull and cut a six-inch valley through middle of my soul. Late at night I wake up with the sheets soaking wet and a freight train running through the middle of my head and you, you cool my desire. I’m on fire.
Dodge
I know what I’m doing now for the first time in a long time. Play nice, plan my escape, and get the fuck out of dodge. These people are very strange, their emotions run strong, but they’re only skin deep. And everything I say makes me feel insane, it’s like the words are the same, no one told me they changed the meanings. Get out of this place. Get away from these people, I just don’t feel safe. Get out of this place. Cause I would do anything for you, I wish there was someone who felt the same way. I’m feeling unusually free for the first time in a long time. If everything I do makes me the bad guy, good guys always lose, so why not enjoy this ride? Get out of this place. Get away from these people, I just don’t feel safe. Get out of this place. Cause I would do anything for you, I wish there was someone who felt the same way. Whatever happened to honesty? Whatever happened to respect? Why do so many of you break my heart? Get away from me. I believe in karma. I believe in honor and loyalty. Why do so many of you break my heart? Maybe I’m crazy. I know what I’m doing now for the first time in a long time. Play nice, plan my escape, and get the fuck out of dodge.